Marimonogatari

[ARR]seeing the past post again..

Now I realize, It might be too demanding, and yet, there’s nothing between us anymore. So sorry bout that. But I guess, the feelings that were left, was the trigger, the reason why I wanted you to change.

It just wandered in my mind, ‘what if we are promising each other 1 thing. To change for the both of us, so we could do a relationship which compensates and also supports each others. Is it possible to go and rewind the times? Is it good to have faith in you? If you really wanted to be held, you’re now looking at someone, who actually also wanted to be hold onto. Tight.’

[ARR] wuttt

It is advised, for you to change. Like what you promised back there. If you could ask for my promise to be completed, then I also could. Change. Or everybody around you will slowly change because you’re just too ignorant and egoistic.. I’m sorry, but tbh, I felt like being played back there. That’s too rude, too much.. Gdi..

P.s:minor project rrrrghh!!

Somehow, last words for you, wvc..

[This was meant as a twitter post, but, I can’t make it bcs of the limit, so I’ll just put it here. Please read this, if you may, okay? :)]

Dear Wenny,
Well, I’m saying this humbly, I’m honest. I know, a tweet is only a tweet (or a tumblr post is only a tumblr post). Its integrity is questioned. But well, I’ll just say it. I’m really thankful for your presence in my life. Well at least you were. You teach me many things, you changed my life for the duration of the short 8 months. Its been a travel, its been an adventure. Its been a longshort story, don’t you think? I know, its probably useless for me to say stuffs like ‘hey come back, I still care for you, I’m missing you’ and many other things, as you are probably already moving away, taking a walk forward while I’m being static for a while. Maybe, my thoughts are wrong. I was thinking that you will still come back, but the truth is probably not at all. So yeah, my point, by the time you decided to left, I was pleading for your comeback. But okay, I guess this is it. I wrote this on 19th of september, the date when we’re supposed to be running a 9 months-full-of-love-relationship.. as if we’re going to have a son, named trueno.. =)) yeah, I was partially smiling when writing that. Well but, this was meant to be serious. So, again, thanks for the journey that I will hardly get again when the time comes. You’ve brighten my days, but sadly, its began to grow a little bit dark again. Happy or sad, it doesn’t matter, because I really did love you all along. I believe you did too, right? I didn’t want to care about our race, our skin tone, our age and anything back there. Egoistic and selfish I guess, but seeing you smile along with me was a great thing to happen. Its like, we forget anything when we were together. Well, I guess this is it. Its a pretty long note, that could ended up as something as ‘TL;DR’ =)). Once more, thank you so much. It was really great, it was fun in some sort of way. I would love to know how you feel too, honestly.

You’ve left many unforgettable memories for me. They are lovely indeed.

Yeah, this is it I guess. It took me a pretty long time to realize all of this. I guess, I’ll move on. Thank you so much Wenny Vebrina Clarisha, your love was your best present for me. Good day, good luck for your new semester, and have a nice day.

Sincerely, the guy who sings terribadly, who snores loudly, and who drives coki.

Mario :)

[ARR] what the..

I’ll just say it bluntly.. Megu, I miss you.. I love you.. I want to brush your hair, exchange stares, anythin lovey dovey with you..

I could state myself as a guy who hardly move on. Well I do.. I never want to leave, after all…