September 2011
17 posts
[ARR]seeing the past post again..
Now I realize, It might be too demanding, and yet, there’s nothing between us anymore. So sorry bout that. But I guess, the feelings that were left, was the trigger, the reason why I wanted you to change.
It just wandered in my mind, ‘what if we are promising each other 1 thing. To change for the both of us, so we could do a relationship which compensates and also supports each...
[ARR] wuttt
It is advised, for you to change. Like what you promised back there. If you could ask for my promise to be completed, then I also could. Change. Or everybody around you will slowly change because you’re just too ignorant and egoistic.. I’m sorry, but tbh, I felt like being played back there. That’s too rude, too much.. Gdi..
P.s:minor project rrrrghh!!
Somehow, last words for you, wvc..
[This was meant as a twitter post, but, I can’t make it bcs of the limit, so I’ll just put it here. Please read this, if you may, okay? :)]
Dear Wenny,
Well, I’m saying this humbly, I’m honest. I know, a tweet is only a tweet (or a tumblr post is only a tumblr post). Its integrity is questioned. But well, I’ll just say it. I’m really thankful for your...
[ARR] what the..
I’ll just say it bluntly.. Megu, I miss you.. I love you.. I want to brush your hair, exchange stares, anythin lovey dovey with you..
I could state myself as a guy who hardly move on. Well I do.. I never want to leave, after all…
[ARR] curiosity
I’m curious, about today. who will she cosplay as, how does she looks, how does she pose and talk, when she will smile, etc. Its just in me, bcs back then, we always go together at some event like this. Okay, maybe not always, but we did went together at some events, and I got the chance to hold her camera, and take many pictures of her. Kind of regretted as I can’t come, bcs I have...
[ARR] mid night
i bet those sweet words, aren’t meant for me..
[ARR] hmmm
Somehow, I also want to say something like this. ‘Go chase him, with full of hope, just like when you did it for me.’ Kalo kata org ‘sebelum janur kuning berdiri, kejar terus’.. (Personally, gw ga begitu jg sih orgnya..) Dia bs buat kamu senang, seperti aku dulu, dia peduli sama kamu, seperti aku dulu. Tapi, sesayangkah dia seperti aku ke kamu?
Now, I’ll take a...
[ARR] hope
i played dragon nest today.. yay! well, megu and her friends helped me to level up, so i’m already hitting 15 by now, just a little bit more to 16, then i could change jobs, i think :). it was fun, but yet i felt something still missing. the cheerful act towards me from megu, its missing. now its like, we’re just an acquaintances, despite we were a couple back there. she feels so cold...
[ARR] Totally random... try this silly joke out...
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[ARR] before the sleep
Well, I’ve been thinking. My friends probably right, I must not weep too long, and try to move on (pretty much contradictive to this noon’s post I think). I know, maybe a lot of my friend told me ‘stop wasting your time.. There’s only 2 probability. 1, she’s really only taking a break, might need to cool off, and then probably she will come talking to you like normal....
[ARR] this will be entitled as a nonsense
I figured out that me myself is such a useless dork. Like a goat who fell in the same hole for the second time. I’m really2 confused. I’m pretty much stressed by now. Well whoever guessed this is about my (I’m typing this with a lot of pressure + sadness) ex, you guys are right. Let’s face it, I can’t keep a girl who is in a state of boredom of being in a...
[ARR]before shower
i’m going to write a pointless rant here…
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i’m just feeling so low… i feel that, she’s doing the things she used to do with me, but without me..
i miss you..
[ARR] mind struggle
nah i can’t sleep just yet… i tried it didn’t work, so i decided to take some pics of my model kits (gunplas to be precise) and kinda wasted 2 hours or so.. but still, wide open. my sleeping habit is kinda broken, if you know what i mean. kinda turned into a nocturnal speciment. the other reason i can’t sleep, is the same problem that also made me wide open for quite a...
[ARR] after church..
I realized that I was being totally silent during the church. I didn’t even sing the lord’s prayer, well I do, but in my mind to be precise. Just was thinking about many things lately. I was holding my arms, and took my time to think, how it was very precious to have a complete arm, a pair of them. And to hold my arms softly, it was a pretty different thing just now. I tried to hold my...
[ARR] Don't read, unless.... You do care... To...
It seems, my tumblr is full of my readerless-complaints.. And I know, those sentences doesn’t make any sense. Its just.. Let’s just say, I’m in such a state, where even myself don’t know, what it is exactly. Confused, probably. Stressed, maybe. Feeling complicated, I don’t know, but it might be. Its just my surroundings felt so against me. At least that’s the...
June 2011
4 posts
rand-rant
racing and cars, are about half of my life, half of my soul, half of my spirit. automotive is a world i would like to jump in. but its not that i won’t care about other things like you. so are you okay with that?
Rayderp.: Arcade Etiquette →
raydere:
It’s come to my attention for a while now that arcades are quite lacking in etiquette. Kids running around mock-playing the machines and looking as if they’re gonna break them, people jumping in when I’m score attacking Razing Storm, etc; that sort of stuff has brought worries and raeg to me and…
random chat omegle part 18764932875928375343
Stranger: hiiiiiiii
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Stranger: HIIIIiIIiIIIIIIIIII
You: ?
Stranger: a s l?
You: alay selama lamanya?
Stranger: cooooooooool that sounds fun
You: ofc its fun!!!
Stranger: orange flamingo cabtalope
You: angry flyng fox
Stranger: I love syrangers
You: omg i love yui tuu
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You: homuhomu
Stranger: (.)(.)
You: () ()
You: (owo)
You: (484)
You: RABBITTTTT
Stranger: PEACOCK
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You: YES I LOVE KATY PERRY
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You: jk
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You: YESS THIS IS FRIKIN AWSUUMM!!!
You: IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY
Stranger: gotta get down on fridayyyyy
You: PARTYIN' PARTYIN' YEAAH
You: WHICH SEAT I SHOULD TAKE ???!
Stranger: front or the back???
You: i prefer middle
Stranger: well the front is taken soooo
Stranger: me too
You: dang we shud make an album
You: its gonna be HUGE!!!!
Stranger: omg goood times
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You: good times ! chocolate flavor
You: cookie
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You: I like pokerman
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You: no coz everyday im shufflin
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Stranger: omg I
Stranger: I'm fresha than a mother fucker
You: no lmfao , you're so alay you know ? D:
Stranger: omgggggg spanksss
You: what's your name btw
You: serious one
Stranger: MIKAYLA
Stranger: you?
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Stranger: where are you from?
You: singapore
You: you ?
Stranger: US
You: heckyea mikayla
Stranger: gotaaa gooo lata aligataaa
You: yea yea
You: see ya gagagaaa
Your conversational partner has disconnected.
Jigglypuff looks happy...
Do I?
For the past few days, lately I’m feeling very gloomy, so low mooded, less energetic, anything you might find in a woman who is in her period (but srsly guys, I’m guy lol). Anyhoo, feeling that way seems like a very bad thing to do. I mean, I made myself less interested (or interesting) to anything, put some frowny face, walked around weirdly, etc. Its just not comfortable at...
April 2011
3 posts
tried to draw /o/
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A really hard time.
Probably I’m still frustrated because of many things. In fact, I’m in the middle of an exam week right now, so many things stumbled upon my mind. But a new problem happened yesterday, despite I’m having an exam. So yesterday I kinda went for walk, while I should be staying home. I could resist the temptation to go from the beginning, but still, I was bored, and I kinda dislike to...
Mungkin tersembunyi..
Posting ini lahir karena gw sumpek. Simpel kan? Berbagai macam sumber kesumpekan gw ini sebenarnya. Hidup, rumah, kuliah, pacar, jalan raya, iklim jakarta, undang-undang, berita, sahabat, game, uang, pikiran, hati, agama, perbedaan, persamaan, perselisihan dan persetujuan, janji dan bukti, dan semua hal tipikal lainnya yang bisa ditemukan di sekitar kita, termasuk di diri sendiri. Gw akan mencoba...
March 2011
1 post
Mau curhat sedikit boleh?
Gw merasa gw butuh untuk mencurahkan uneg2 sejenak, krn gw sendiri merasa ada didalam sebuah masalah yang gw sulut sendiri. Stupidly speaking, ccc (a sinetron that you may know) is the thing behind this, and yes I know it sounds very stupid that I’m blaming that serial for this problem I had.
Semalam, seharusnya gw bisa webcam sama megu (which is a pretty rare occasion), seharusnya bisa...
February 2011
19 posts
Dibalik Senyum Dosen
fuckyeahmahasiswa:
Kamu: Pak, nilai saya bisa dinaikkan lagi tidak? tanggung pak, 0,1 lagi jadi C.
Dosen: Bisa.
Kamu: Caranya ?
Dosen:
dari theironhandofjustice
26-02-2011
IT WAS THE BEST DAY EVARR!!! the best day with megu to be exact XD.. just the two of us, together, in my house… playing UNO… LOL!! XD
Malu Bertanya Sesat di Kuis
fuckyeahmahasiswa:
dari Ano
I'm afraid...
.. That she will became less interested to be with me, because we had some small fight.. Not physical, for sure.. I’m really sorry for what I am… I love you hun.. ;___;
-can’t write too much, as I’m having a sore throat and some sort of flu.. ;_;-
lapar tengah malam
ada abang nasi goreng gak ya?
can i also haz my invisible friend?
this... i don't know what to put as a title for...
;_;..
valentine’s day. i was hoping that today will be a blast. will be a great day for both of us (me and megu), will be a day when each of other face giving a wide smile. well it was, but not for long. a small trouble happened. a very tiny trouble that probably ruined my night, not hers. its a kind of misunderstanding, a misleading facts, a horrible accident, anything else idek what to...
HAPPY VALSHE DAY ALL *kata purru*
megunyan:
ya .. gitu deh
ihh! ini kan setatus ku di bb tadi siang ;A;
!
keki sendiri
wohoo!
so because megu saw me, being stressed because of the whole theme of my recent tumblr, she decided to share her theme, so that i could make it mine, with everything i need, with a copy only. (i’m sorry to the original theme disclaimer though. i kinda rewrite some of the codes and the icons. ;3;). anyway, thanks alot honey :3, now my tumblr is pretty spiced up..
failed
so i failed at injecting a script for some kind of twitter widget for my tumblr.. LOL goddammit, i really need some helping hand indeed..
o hi..
prime post, just started tumblr. i don’t know why but everyone seems to do it.. well at least my friend does, right? lol so okay, this is indeed a useless post , yes? lol i know! o yea, i think i started this, because i’m kinda lazy to take care my older blog (http://ryuzo13.blog.binusian.org) lol… hopefully, this won’t be another useless dumpster…